Sorry for the less frequent updates, couldn't find much time to sit down before a computer and update my feelings on my favourite site. Honestly speaking, this is the only place i can express my inner feelings and where i truly started the passion for blogging. Will never abandon it, as i feel it's for the people who care for me to know what's my life each day and my true side. Perhaps after graduation, though my friends and i may not be able to meet as often, i know they will be concerned for me, and here's where they'll seek. And with friends over North South East West in Sg, here's where they'll seek too. But most importantly, it's for the owner to vent whatever she has in mind.
A week has passed, many different occurrences, different feelings, different lifestyle each day, but now i run out of topics to say..
First up, Racial Harmony Day on 19/7 :
^ The outfit of ours, specially bought in India last year :)
^ 4J, recently i got more sentimental and emotional. I think i can't bear to graduate from MF. Apart from seeing my friends less often, i also know i'll never find another class like them in the future. All the good laughing sessions in class seriously makes me anticipate school more each day. I could laugh till my stomach muscles tear if i were to have 4 periods of EL every single day <3
^ Introducing Yifang. Through only 3 weeks, a friendship is build. She's actually a NIE University student who came to our school for internship. Initially no one knows we would get close, because at that time we were just between a teacher & student relationship, and at most joke around when she walks pass my table. But then through several matters, we unknowingly and surprisingly got closer. It did at first shocked me how could i get close with a teacher, but as time passed each day and spending more time with her in school, it makes me feel she's more than a teacher to me. She has become a friend of mine. I should not say we are really good friends yet, but we are that close enough to be one, and i have confidence we would keep in contact, because she feels like my elder cousin in Msia! haha
Her last day in MF tmr, and i got a hunch she will cry. Thanks Fang, for the past 3 weeks! :)
Next up, Carmen's gate crashing birthday surprise with Keith on 19/7 midnight :
Yeah i look really shag and fat here, duh my contacts are like from a dry desert, but no choice.
^ My dearest girl Carmen Poon, a girl who grew up with me, like a sister to me. I know i will never lose her, because losing her is like losing the Sun, it's totally impossible. You know i love you girl ;)
It's been a month since i last saw Miks, missed her so muchhhh, but she needs proper grooming now!
That somehow sums up my week because other than that, i think it's just all the staying-back-after-school-fun, so there's no need to update. Running Man game this sat, invited by TaeHun for his church event. I forsee a fun and tiring day, because coincidentally, Keith's birthday falls on that day.
I'm slowly picking myself up, have people noticed i'm getting happier these days? Yes i admit i am, because happiness feels only like an arm's length away from me nowadays. Though i'm still facing friendship problems but that didn't brought me down, becos i know things will start picking themselves up. This is how life is, stop fretting over things you want or things you are constantly chasing after, or you'll neglect what you actually already have in hand. Don't shrug off that thought that we are actually much more fortunate than anyone else. At least i know i am, because i still have many of my loved ones by my side.
I will never want to lose any of my friendship trust me. My close friends all mean so much to me. I know there's no need to reiterate again, but the same bunch of people you know you guys mean alot.
School has been pretty fun for me, with 2 best boy-friends, it's like having people who are protecting you, and making you smile all day long. You guys may not get what i'm saying here but i know they will get it. Thanks :')
And clique, you guys know no matter what, we will persevere till the end, no matter how tough it is right? Because losing you all means losing one part of me, you all know your importance in my heart.
I wanted to add on the upset part of my friendship life these days, but nahh, it will only complicate things further. Like what i said, things will start picking up. Do know i still love and care for you two.
Blogging makes me happy and yes this makes my night, xoxo.
