It all started at the start of the year, if it isn't me who made a big fuss, none of us would end up like this. I don't pin high hopes on our friendship, maybe you guys do, but i don't. I just want to spend my remaining secondary days happily with you guys. Perhaps if it is really possible, our friendship will go a long way. It isn't something sad either, at least we are still very good friends.
A night spent at Trena's place, it was her sis's advance bday & yet we were invited, a fun saturday night :)
^ Sharon accompanied me to surprise Mr Koh Xun Hao :)
^ It was Xunhao's 18th birthday too yesterday, happy birthday boy. You had been one of my best guy friend all along, staying by me through thick and thin. There are times when only you stood through, and i'm really thankful for them. Didn't managed to make a card for you this year, so i do hope our friendship does go a long run so i'm able to compensate next year alright!
^ <3
^ From left to right : Jiayan, Lihan, ZhiChean, Kaili, Zhiying, Xiaoying, Trena, Tiffany, Me, Debby & Sheena :)
This pretty much sums up our night.
I do believe in friendships, i still do. For what Yifang says, give some time and space to your friends, if they are really true then your friendships will last, but if they don't, then it's ok. Because in the process of losing, you gain some too. This is how everyone grows. But when the time comes, when you need someone, they'll be there. It's always ok to let the friendship be there but not as close as before, because you'll find better friends along the way. Friends are little blessings to people. Learn to be a better friend, learn how to treasure them.
I do treasure all my close friends, i know each of us do too. But it's just maybe when time passes by each day, we grow, maybe some of us grow closer, and maybe some of us grow apart. It doesn't matter, as long as all of us still mean sth to each other, as long as we still do need each other, that's enough.
This is how i tell myself now, so as to let things be less complicated.
Apart from school, i have nothing else anticipating. Apart from school vicinity, no where else is fun. Strange.
I'm still the happy me, let's study hard altogether and see our hard work pay off shall we? :)
