Expectations lead to disappointments. Bye to everything i expected and hope for. I'm so heartbroken because i am so sorry towards way too many people. But i'm even more devastated because i know and i believe i can actually achieve way more than this. The burden on me is let off, but it isn't in a good way. Mommy is really disappointed, i know.
But this is what's left that i can tell myself: It isn't the end of the world Huiyi, now brace yourself and choose the right path or you'll be more sorry. You have to learn this fucking expensive lesson.
This is exactly my state.
