Cambodia Precious Day 4 - This day was mainly sightseeing, and shopping. But right in the morning, we woke up and off we go to the "Killing Fields". I think i have mentioned this before. This place is where many many MANY people were killed and i couldn't remember if it's 2 or 4 million. But this is where all of them were killed and thrown in mass graves. This is where the current prime minister build a 'tall building' (I don't know what's that called' to commemorate the deads. This building is where the government kept all the decomposed bodies and skulls, yes it is definitely heart-wrenching to see these, but this is the fact of the history of Cambodia. So disgusted by the atrocities of Pol Pot, he definitely doesn't deserve to die just of an illness. He caused great fear in the people, no human deserve to own such memories.
See the huge deep holes here and there, it's the hundreds of mass graves they dug for over millions of bodies.
^ Deeper holes at the further end as you can see.
^ They said that this place was a chinese cemetery before Pol Pot discovered it for killing his people.
^ And we went to visit a place where the Singapore government create for inviting female villagers to develop a talent in craft or stitching and now they stitch and do handmade bags or pouches. It is a social entrepreneurship workshop.
^ And then right after, our teachers and Coach surprised us by bringing us for KFC, sounds normal right? But after having to eat at the same place for 4 consecutive days, the hungry ghosts thought it's such heaven for them.
^ And next up is shopping at a huge central market, just like how Bugis is like in Singapore.
^ It's a palace at the back, and the King is still alive living there :)
Long river that looks like one in Clarke Quay.
^ Bedtime when we sneaked down to Gladys's room and took pictures ;-)
Cambodia Day 5- Woke up as usual and had a group discussion on our upcoming Care talk on this trip. And straight down to airport after that.
^ Introducing Fairoz and Fariz, two humorous and lovely friends :)
We only get to know each other more during Day 3 at the Dumpsite!
^ And the most bimbotic form teacher you can ever find in this world, Mdm Suhailah, yet she is so fun-to-be!! :) A bimbo form teacher with a bimbo class!
^ Group 2!
Home sweet home.
Came back home wanting to do some work but i'm hooked up on this com. No worries, i know i'll start studying by 8. Because this brain of mine only functions at night. But i'm determined to complete the A-maths assignment since all my doubts are cleared. Maths is fun, and that's my only surviving subject since primary school :)
Well shan't talk about troubles, i wanna be troubles free! At least i don't feel as upset or lonely as before. Everything will start becoming better as long as i'm willing to put an effort.
Clique: Set up my mind to write this small little note for you guys. This year aren't so good between us huh? First we had one big happening at the start, remember the bus interchange issue? Then came me having some own feelings towards us, and right till now none of you know why we actually 'bickered' that time. You guys must be thinking what did we actually do that cause me feeling distant from clique that time? Right till now you guys don't know, cos i've decided to shut that matter up. And now we are facing problems again, and as i said everything happens for a reason, pls don't think i'm out of mind to be occasionally distancing myself from you guys, because i have my reasons for that and my feelings towards that. I'm not exactly intending to not talk to you all ever again, i still talk to Kai Li, i still talk to Jia Yan isn't it? But not to the other two... Sigh i don't know how to explain everything. I think i have been rather less expressive in words this year, i can't explain what i'm feeling inside. Likewise to the other friendships that crash at the same time this year. I tried typing them down so at least i can 'read' to you guys but i just can't. It's just a feeling i felt before last time, a cycle too. i don't know what else to say now. But whatever it is, remember one of you said "There will be that day that we'll all be back again.". I do hope so. Deep down you guys are still that important.
Wah: Glad things are better between us. Glad promises aren't broken. Glad you're still you that i know. You know i love you.
xoxo
