Another added person to the 16th group, on 17th Jan, it's Vanessa's turn. Well this girl is also one great pal of mine, you may ask "why do i seem to have so many great pals?", yes i do, and all are equally important, they grew with me in my secondary life, and they will continue doing so. However within so, there are soulmates too and that's what along everyone wish for. Pardon me for saying so if i seem biased or what, Sharon is that girl. Well but as i said, all are equally important, becos they are still the ones who are by my side, gone through thick and thin with me, spare me from tears and share our happiness altogether.
I have my clique, the ones i don't wanna live without, the ones not my soulmates but they are likewise my family, becos they are the ones i need not elaborate alot on but our love is there. I have the 3 pigs, they may not be my clique or what, but they are part of my memories. Our outings never fail to have them, if we don't use the word 'clique', i think we are actually one big group. I have all the boys, many of them & i think i need not say all of them out, becos they would know once they read this, and will not think or question if i'm referring to them. But some of which consists, Say Hao Tian Long Yeong Soon Yong Jun, and many more. And several girls, Trena Wah, this girl, i don't think anyone could see through us. People tends to say " i didn't know Trena and you are so close.", quite alot though. But yes we are, someone who we can stopped talking for months but never felt an awkwardness or drift-ness when back. Kwan Tyng, the one who we once were so good in the past but drifted apart last year, now that we are in the same chinese class, we got even better, and of course one great friend! Tan Jin Li, the bimbotic one and dedicates laughter to us every now and then, how are you dear?
Oh gosh i think there are many more, but these are the ones that came into my mind. I think you guys should know yourselves, so i need not type all of you down, but i seriously can't recall who else i have forgotten. And of course there are still the 'by right' ones, those that we were once very great friends but drifted day by day, i can easily name a few, but Neh, pointless to chase after the past over and over again.
I guess we should always be contented with life, because these little things may seem small to you, but grow up with them, and you'll see the bigger part of them in the future, don't wait till when you lose them then will you know the importance of those. And that is why i live day by laughter even when 'catastrophes' happen, cos i do know they will be there.
Alright getting a little emotional and side track now, should get back to the topic. Yup and so Vanessa's sweet 16th! I don't like it when important birthdays clashes with school or SL admin stuffs, cos we're bound to not celebrate it well. But nevertheless we still went along and celebrated Sa's bday in the school, again. Sasa, i know you'll read this anyway and i do know i've repeated it many times, but i do still hope you won't feel 'not cherished' or 'not important', cos you are very significant. Please let us compensate you in the coming years, to celebrate more birthdays with you, we shall all stay in contact! :-)
^Love this alot!!
Oh well this is it.
I do know some people who reads my blog and i don't always mention them. This girl, her birthday was just 2 days ago, my number #1 blog fan. She read this space since i started up all the way till now, and most importantly, she's my cousin. Cousins are part of my family, as we all are one, like siblings, it's lovely how close me and all of my cousins can get. She's Alicia Tan! Girl, are you feeling better now? You must be happy since i have mentioned you here, smile always alright, we need not worry about losing contact anot, becos you are now reserved for a table on my wedding day. We'll all comment on one another's husbands and we'll all grow white hair together. haha :)
Well, daddy doesn't seem to be happy today. He have the exact same look when grandma's death stroke, and he is totally not himself today. Pa are you feeling alright? Is it becos of grandma too?
Shall go take my shower now, i have a wishful thinking don't i? Just saying.
